this will b the last

No more coming into ur ofc, No more pushing away apts for u. I really don't know why I shifted away my apt u know. Seriously. I feel really stupid. I thought we'll b heading to MBS at ard 4,5pm. And hang ard there. I seripiy feel like gg home right nw. Shld have just went back to my office. I'm sitting here rotting away when this is the last 100 days of my work year. Really should stop puttin you as my top pirority cos I am not yours. You said we'll go at 5,6pm. And it's alrdy 7pm. Why is it that I am the one having to freaking wait for you.

your office

I hate being in your office. You treat wt better than u treat me. You spend almost like 5-10 mins talkog to her about the stupid plans and even calculating it for her. But when I ask about your opinion about your 3rd sis gift your seriously can't be bothered. Wtf can. I really hate watching the 2 of you talk with such tenderness as if your lvl of work is of the same. I don't see ken or Subhas talking to their employees like that. Or even to us.

freaking hell, 5mims become 1hr

You said you'll be done in 5mins. And now I waited for at least an hr alrdy. And you still have a cheek to tell me that you'll reach amk at 7.15pm. What nonsense. It's 7.42 now and you haven left ofc. So much for cutting hair today. What crap. Stop giving stupid empty promises. And I thought today wanted to lunch, end up setting up another apt w someone else. I can take it if it's work. But, cant you just tell me straight in the face. Don't say nice stuff and bluff me lah. Idiotface.

just sent in a text

I just sent in a text and now I'm fearful. Of what? Cos I'm afraid he'll agree to the break? I'm sucha coward. Why why why. This is really stupid.

time

You need time for friendship maintenence,how about relationship maintenance? I am always the one initiating. All the time. Makes me feel weak. And then when the weekends come, you expect me to be free? Like what the hell?

as i say...

I tell my friends that if you want to find a bf, find one that dotes on u and has a good temper. That's the most important. Somehow mine doesn't have this 2 quality. Since when does guys have mood swing?! This crazy mood swing of yours is feaking driving me nuts. The longer u keep quiet and stand in your corner, the more I boil. You don't get it do you. Feaking 15 mins has passes since I just say beside u doing freaking nothing while u read ur comic and ignoring me. Argh!!!!!!!!!! Is this the guy u wanna marry!

stop wasting my time

I pushed away an apt today so I could accompany your parents. Yet at the last min they said they didn't want to go and left me with no plans. I then decided that I shall come and find u instead but u and your bad ass mood decided to throw a freaking hell temper at me cos I said I didn't like to go to the library. What a sunday. Seriously a waste of my time.