Rant 20

I've learnt that some things are really meant to be kept inside me... A friend once told me, certain things are meant for friends to hear, and not bf... i did not believe her, i felt that my guy was one that i can fully express my thoughts to.. Apparently not. I think i just added another stab into our relationship... Can this ever get any worse... i dread to think of our split. I have thoughts that he'd be so upset with me that his patience with me will be all lost.. I think it's i've pushed him too far.

Why arent there guys that have the charateristic from the dramas??? why cant they react in th way that'll make us happy. I can dream and it'll never some true.

I really should think before i speak, blog it down first..

Rant 19- Guys will always be guys

i guess i cant blame anyone here. They take yes and no literally without inferring to hints made before and after. how disappointing. why cant god make guys like girls and girls like guys.. then there'll be peace.
I really DONT want to see. lets NOT go watch a show. u DONT have to come over. THANKS.