stop wasting my time

I pushed away an apt today so I could accompany your parents. Yet at the last min they said they didn't want to go and left me with no plans. I then decided that I shall come and find u instead but u and your bad ass mood decided to throw a freaking hell temper at me cos I said I didn't like to go to the library. What a sunday. Seriously a waste of my time.

bastard

1. Same thing happening again and again. Throughout the train ride, didn't say a single thing. 2. When I said sorry, u left me. 3. Couldnt be decent enough to drop a msg to say we'll talk things thru while I had to meet a client 4. No calls, and when I called nv thought of asking me to go over. 5. Wait for me to solve things Bastard

我真傻

Happy 3 years 11 months to myself. This is definitely not what I thought it'll end up to. I planned all this. Excitedly. For who? For myself. Cos u don't remember again. Well, u say u do. But there'd a difference btw just remembering and keeping it Close to your heart. I woke up at 1.30 seeing u so focused in your game. Don't remember a shit. The thing about you is u always try to put out the fire after setting the fire. It's never about preventing the fire. Hate it. After going through this for 47 times, I thought things may be different. But no. It's still me remembering. Still me holding on to it.

on the phone

Damn freaking u! Irritate the hell out of me. Wad the hell is wrong w u.

u!

You revengeful guy.

on the 40th month..

You gave me fever, yet u turned your back against me.. You were pissed.. For wat?! The only reason why I'm like in this state is bcos I looked after you ystd.. Damn. I'm pissed cos u changed my picture and you didn't even change yours. No excuse for your forgetfulness. And it is nothing to do about calculative..

thanks..

Thanks for pissing me yet again. I hate it when I've got to go to bed feeling pissed and mad. Pls to a temper check. Freaking hell. What happened to ur patience? I WILL NEVER EVER AGAIN TOUCH YOUR PHONE, NEITHER WILL I ASK ABOUT YOUR ACTIVITIES! U know it's not th guy when he doesn't spend time with your family. Even worse, during birthdays. Screw it. Shall nt celebrate urs either. The number if times I spend time over at your family for dinner and events is countless. What about you?! How many times have u had a decent meal with my family?!